pretty much

have left the blogging life for a while now..
Decided to get back on today thou.

So I'm kinda behind like two months, gots some catching up to do. First of all I must say that life has pretty much owned as of late. Summer has been pretty bomb so far.

Anyways girl wise, Once summer started I started seeing a girl, the ex got jealous cried to me and what not and we got back together, that lasted not too long and I broke it off after a few weeks. Now I'm back to seeing the other girl again, however my problem lies in the fact that I don't really like this girl, she is really cool and cute and all that but I like another girl who I believe likes me but if we got together would cause tons of drama within a circle of friends we have. However knowing me IL probably still go for it, you only live once and this girl is worth I think :P

Anyways on the whole life perspective. My family has gone broke this summer, the economy sucks and I will be forced to live at home because we cant afford to pay the dorms anymore. This is going to be a drag because although school is only like a thirty minute drive away I due to being undocumented can not drive. The bus and train are some options I have a friend who goes to CSUN who lives by me so maybe he can give me rides every now and then. I just really do not want to go on the bus its a 3 hour bus ride on average. This is definitely going to be an interesting semester. Just gotta keep pushing through getting those straight A's and hopefully the DREAM ACT passes and it will all get easier right????

Anyways that's all for now, I have shit in my life but honestly Id say with all my shit I am probably still happier than 99percent of all people, so many people are miserable and stuff its kind of sad. I think being in the situation I am has kind of made me be aware of the fact that I can't give my self excuses to not live life, at the end of the day one has got to make life worth it.I can honestly say right now my life is amazing to think how amazing it would be if I were actually legal, dang Id be living the dream life.

Anyways peace homiez!
:)